Lately, I’ve been thinking of having another baby but that “thought” will just remain athought. Believe me, I love having a big family – each day is filled with love, happiness and lots and lots of headaches. (Well worth it headaches) however, after two miscarriages I fear the thought of pregnancy. I know it may sound foolish but, to me, four babies is enough babies. My son has begged for a brother and while I’d love to have another son, I think my body and mind are both drained. I’ve had someone ask me if I’d consider another child in the future. I honestly can’t answer that right now but, I really and truly believe that my family has been made. While I raise my four beautiful babies in a crazy filled world, I’ll wait for my siblings to have babies of their own ( I already have one beautiful niece!) that I can spoil and love. Four is enough & I will continue to love each of them more daily.