Well, let me start by saying that the past 3-4 years as thenycmom have been amazing.
I created TheNYCMom Instagram without realizing who or what I wanted to be. I had visions of blogging and starting a business from home. I had visions of being this perfect mom and I knew having four kids would bring attention from other parents and I’d have this great networking account and make some cool friends along the way. Which I totally did! A lot of you ROCK & I mean that man, I just feel it’s time I was not only honest with you all, but also with myself. This Mommy image isn’t really who I am. Ya! I am totally an awesome mom and I love my kids beyond words but seriously, I’m sugarcoating so much shit and why? So, I can be liked by moms who will only like me until they meet me and see I’m not at all like them? No. I’m done with that. I’m not that person. I am me and I curse like I swear, a bit too much! I have depression and bipolar disorder that spirals out of control to the point where like I don’t wanna be in my own body. I do NOT one bit like the body I’m in, but I’m too lazy to do anything about it (surprisingly – I have actually been working on this..) I do homeschool- but boy do I make it look easy! It’s NOT easy. Four kids is a job. I’m going to be 27 years old and heck! I got pregnant with my first at 18, I had an image set. I wanted to change for others, not for me. THENYCMOM was my cover. It was a chance for me to build a future and it has been one hell of an experience…However; I am only human so I must be honest and I believe it’s time for me to truly be myself. As of today, — I will post un-sugarcoated, real, raw shit. If I miss a day of homeschool, you’ll all hear about it and see I’m not this perfect mother I make myself out to be. Like, fuck, these kids can’t get cuter so not much changes on their part but; I’ll be more myself and less “thenycmom” I mean it when I say I love you people. You’ve stuck around through a lot and I hope you all continue to grow with me! There’s things lots of you don’t know about me and I like to be open and honest. — you may love me or you may hate me but at least I will be the realest I’ve ever been and that my friends is what counts. 😊♥️ I LOVE YOU GUYS!
Ps; blogs WILL be posted on thenycmom website and all photos will still be posted on thenycmom Instagram account since I don’t have the heart to erase it or it’s content. XO 😘